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[29 Mar 2005|08:05pm] |
Canadians have the sweetest sports ever. Last night I went to Windsor and I played fricking FIVE PIN BOWLING! Thats right bowling with only FIVE pins and a little ball.
Best sport ever!
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[29 Mar 2005|02:42pm] |
A - Age you got your first kiss: 13. 14 maybe.
B - Band listening to right now: Im not listening to one
C - Crush: Bill
D - Dad's name: Troy
E - Easiest person to talk to: Jodie but only sometimes, haha.
F - Favorite bands at the moment: Something Corporate
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Bears
H - Hometown: Traverse City
I - Instruments: I dont play any
J- Junior High: St. Elizabeth Ann Seaton Middle School
K - Kids: nope
L - Longest car ride ever: T.C Michigan to Orlando Florida
M - Mom's name: Barbara
N - Nicknames: Hily, Beaner, Beans.
O - One wish: To move back home
P - Phobia[s]: Being raped and/or murdered
Q - Quote: Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."
R - Reason to smile: Its going to be 68 degrees tomorrow
S - Song you sang last: "Woke up in a Car" I was singing it in my head.
T - Time you woke up [today]: 10:50am
U - Unknown fact about me: Sometimes if I dont do something a certain way I will feel really weird and like have to redo it the certain way.
V - Vegetable you hate: onions
W - Worst habit(s): I eat really poorly. I have a terrible diet.
X - X-rays you've had: 2 cat-scans, both my knees, my right elbow, my chest, my face, my mouth.
Y - Yummy food: Sizzling Sticks!!!!!!!!
Z - Zodiac sign: Aquarious
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[25 Mar 2005|01:54pm] |
Yesterday was slightly eventful. I got my math test back that I thought I had done well on but it turns out I did the opostie. I only got a 61. I lose. Then after class Bill and I went to Jims house and invited him to come to the Thrift stores with us. The first Salvation Army we went to sucked. We left with nothing except the "grab bags" that Bill and Jim picked up. The only sweet thing in them was the Cabbage Patch Kid pencils that Jim let me have. So then we drove for like ever to a different Salvation Army where Bill got like a million shirts and Jim got a sweet acid wash jean jacket(totally 80's style) Then we had to rush rush rush over to Scraft so Bill and I could get to class. I hate class. My class went way late and I missed the O.C. Im totally pissed. So Bill and I rented a movie and we got the "Pay like $9.99 and rent as many movies you want for a month" thing at Blockbuster. We rented Wicker Park and I figured it out like 15 minutes into the movie. The girl was a total creep and she made me want to die. Then I went to bed. The end.
Today I have to go to work but Ive decided that my work totally sucks and I think that Im going to be quitting tomorrow. Like I work tomorrow but Ill be all like "This is my last day!" I deffinatly hate them there. The owner deffinatly makes me want to kill myself sometimes. Hes a total lame ass.
Oh I got an Easter card from my mommy yesterday. It was really sweet.
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[23 Mar 2005|04:00pm] |
Bill Crawford has a livejournal now so friends of ours should add him. Okay?
Bills Journal
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[23 Mar 2005|03:02pm] |
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If anything the only emotion I feel as of late is lonely. Sheer and utter loneliness. It makes me feel so empty inside. Completely empty. Im just so alone here. The only person I have to talk to is Bill and half the time he doesnt understand what Im trying to say or he just doesnt pay attention. My heart is constantly hurting and Im always on the verge of tears. The only glimps of happiness I get is when someone from up north calls me and I never get to speak to them for very long. Im just hurting all the time.
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[14 Mar 2005|07:30pm] |
I talked to Jodie today and her and I made plans to go to Canada sometime this summer. Well I suppose they arent really plans but simply an idea. We have an idea about going to Canada sometime this summer.
I also talked to my mommy today and she informed me that I get my braces off on April 14th not on the 15th like I had thought. So this means that I will be back home in Traverse the night of Wednesday April 13th - Sunday April 17th. Im totally excited! Since I have class until 2:00 on Wednesday I plan on leaving Northville at like 3:00 which(if everthing goes accordingly)will put me in Traverse at around 7:00. So yes if anyone would like to spend the end half of the week and the weekend with me *cough*Jodie,Beth,Austin,Joey*cough* then give me a ring-a-ling on my cell phone that week. I already know for sure that Jodie and I will be hanging out(b/c thats just a total give in. Even if she didnt want to hang out with me she would be forced to because I would just show up at her house and be like "BAM!!!") but I would like to see the rest of you as well.
So yea. Nothing new is happening in my life. Nothing new at all. Im so boring. But I did decide that Im moving back to TC the first week of May. And then Bill will be moving up sometime in July(were not exactly sure of the date) So that should be fun.
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[08 Mar 2005|11:41am] |
So last night I was up until like 12:30 frantically writing a rough draft for my English essay to turn in today at 8 in the morning. So I get to class this morning only to find out that its not due until Thursday. Sure this was a nice thing to find out so I can be all like relaxed and not have to worry about writing it on Wednesday but I would have really enjoied the extra sleep I would have gotten if I hadnt stayed up so late. Ive been staying up way too late a lot latly. Its big bad news. Im deffinatly not getting the sleep I need. And I think that is why I have been eating so much. Ive been eating like a huge heffer. I eat everything in sight. I swear Ive gained like 5lbs in the last week. And Im so not eating things that are good for me. Im eating things like cookies and snackpacks and other crap like that. Its deffinatly not good at all.
Bill and I went to Old Navy on Sunday and it was awesome. I saw like a million and a half things that I wanted. Their shoes and purses are so effing cute. I took like a million things into the fitting room and only 3 wound up fitting properly. Their cloths fit really funny like all their jeans sit up really high on the waist and their REALLY big in the thighs and butt. They are just strange. Sadly I only had $40. If I had had more I would have bought like every purse and shoe they had in the store. But what I wound up getting were these really cute capri pajama pants that are blue with multi-colored polka dots on them, a blue floral print tank, and a super cute yellow bikini with tiny purple polka dots on it and ruffles(Jodie you would love the ruffles) I also got these super cute pink sandals that have beads on the top strap. They are fabulous!
I have a math test in about an hour and Im deffinatly not looking forward to it. I havent even looked at the material since last Friday. Like the Friday before spring break. Its been FOREVERRRR!!!!! But I think I will do okay I had the stuff down 2 weeks ago so Im sure Ill have it down now, And if I dont...then Im screwed.
Bill has agreed to move up north with me. YES!!! Im comming home guys! When I was up north last week I ran into Gail at Victorias Secret(weird I know) and she was like "I heard a rumor that you were moving back" and I was like "Yea maybe" and she was like "Well if you do give us a call" and then she like gave me this look that was like "WE'LL HIRE YOU BACK!" So Im assumeing that I will more than likely get my job back at the good old P-ville. I so hope so. This whole $7/hour just isnt cutting it. I deffinatly need the $10+ back. My lifestyle is just too expensive! haha.
But yea, whenever semester is over...which I think is in the begining of May. Im totally comming home. Like the day after the last day of class I want to be living in TC again. Bill and I decided that will we live with my parents for like 2 weeks or until we can find our own place. So I guess I better start saving. Apartments are expensive!!!!
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[07 Mar 2005|07:49pm] |
Bolded statments = True.
01. My hair is still its natural color.
02. I have yet to lose my virginity.
03. I get annoyed when I don't get to finish telling a story.
04. I like to wear pink.
05. Sometimes I wish I could do something really well.
06. I drink a lot of water.
07. I've never taken a hit of a cigarette.
08. I like musicians.
09. I'm such a health freak.
10. I love taking pictures.
11. I have really tiny wrists.
12. I can identify some close friends by smell.
13. I'm far too nice.
14. I hate when people confuse "your" and "you're".
15. I think dorkiness is attractive.
16. I've never had a fake screen name.
17. I wish I had a pug.
18. I miss middle school.
19. I have pretty good eating habits.
20. I have a hard time making up my mind sometimes.More like all the time.
21. I wish my hair naturally curled.
22. I can't live without chapstick.
23. I wish I could sing.
24. I like classical music.
25. Striped pants are hot.
26. I think Skyler is a really cool name.
27. I usually don't get sarcasm.
28. I wish I could look in a mirror and constantly be satisfied with myself.
29. I shift between being sleepy and awake when I'm really tired.
30. I hardly ever vacumn. I only do it at work.
31. I hate racism and nazi's.
32. I want someone to hold me.
33. I like watermelon flavored things.
34. I'm a snob about grammar.
35. I am a terrible liar.
36. Axe deoderant smells WONDERFUL.
37. I wish I knew how to speak in Italian.
38. I tried to kiss a member of the opposite sex when I was in kindergarten.
40. I have no idea what my school musical is about.
41. I appreciate honesty.
42. I need a manicure.
43. I love Dr. Pepper.
44. I twirl my hair.
45. I don't own a cellphone.
46. I want to learn to play the harp.
47. I'm not old enough to vote.
48. I live in the past far too much.
49. I need to remember to be a teenager sometimes.
50. I want to see most of the world.
51. Sometimes I wonder what's going on in other parts of the world.
52. I hate being lied to.
53. I believe in a thing called love. Just listen to the rythm of my heart!
54. I go shopping usually once a week.
55. Today is Wednesday.
56. I've read more than 100 books.
57. I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
58. I like feet.
59. Jesse McCartney is hot.
60. I want the world to see me.
61. I think it's funny when girls wear so much makeup that their faces become incandescent.
62. I hate seeing kids that think they're different because they like Slipknot and shop at Hot Topic.
63. I have a fear of wearing too much perfume.
64. I wear pants more than I wear shorts.
65. I am tactful most of the time.
66. I'm afraid of spiders.
67. I get too attached to some people.
68. I'm usually on time.
69. I forgive but I don't forget.
70. I think way too much for my own good.
71. My current relationship is teaching me a lot.
72. I like salads from McDonalds.
73. I read for at least two hours every night before bed.
74. I talk to a lot of people I don't like because I hate being rude.
75. I sing in the shower.
76. Funny guys turn me on.
77. I wish I were asleep.
78. I love Reesespeanut butter cups.
79. I never have enough energy.
80. I have a friend who has an outtie bellybutton.
81. I have driven a car.
82. There is no nailpolish on my nails.
83. I am unafraid to change, but I don't think I realize the boundary between change and utter transformation.
84. I wear brown, thin-rimmed glasses.
85. Goodbyes make me sad.
86. Cold Stone is so much better than Baskin Robbins!
87. I love cuddling.
88. I run when I'm bored.
89. I wish I were more attractive to other people.
90. I worry too much sometimes about what people think.
91. I'm a billion times better than I was in junior high school.
92. Compliments make me happy
93. I like long car rides.
94. I hate when people incorrectly label me.
95. I wonder a lot who I'm going to end up marrying.
96. I listen to the things no one else cares about.
97. I can't draw from imaginiation.
98. TyPiNg LIeK diS anNoyes mEeeh.
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[25 Feb 2005|01:59pm] |
Im comming home tomorrow. Im comming home tomorrow!!!!!
Im so excited.
Its snowing like crazy down here so I bet its just as bad up north. Oh well, That might just mean that Jodie and I can go sledding her sweet sledding hill. Only this time we will take the path that isnt tree lined ;)
I have to leave for work in 45 minutes where I will get my sweet paycheck and find out weather or not I have to work tomorrow. I hope I do. If I dont I will have nothing to do with my day until Bill gets off of work and we can leave for up North. Gee Im excited. I cant wait to see everyone. Especially my Mommy and my Grandma. And my Daddy. I miss them all so much.
I lie to my mom everytime I talk to her on the phone and tell her that Im happy here and everything is fine. The truth is that Im counting down the days until the end of semester when I can go back to live with her. I dont want to tell her that though because then I think she will be sad. I want to tell her though. I want to tell her how much I miss her and how wrong I was. I was so wrong for moving down here. I should have listened to her. I was just too stubborn.
I cry about this a lot.
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[22 Feb 2005|08:34pm] |
Work was so boring tonight. LIke no one would come in for like 30 minutes at a time and then like 5 people would come it. It was like they all made a plan to get there at the same time. Rhonda and I decided that if someone pulls up and sees that there is already someone in the store that they should wait until that person leaves for them to come in. They should all just take turns. It stresses me out when like 5 people are in the store at a time because they are all so impatient. Its like if they went anywhere else and acted as impatient as they do with us it would so make them look bad. LIke if they went to a restaurant and were told to wait a few minutes they would be like "Oh okay" But when we tell them to wait a minute they flip! Just like they flip out if their cloths are delinted properly or they forgot to repair something. Honestly they need to understand that we do do those things. Its the people down at the plant that do them. So if we tag it properly and they dont do it, its so not our fault. Sure if we dont tag its right its our fault. But I never tag anything wrong. Because I rule.
So I started knitting a blanket the other day. It rules. Its going to be HUGE! Bill told me with as big as I want to make it I probably wont be done until we have our first child. I thought that was a funny thing to say. But my blanket is awesome. Its going to be stripped with pretty shades of blue and green. They are like baby colors. And the yarn is so soft. Its like clouds! But with as slow as work is I have lots of time to work on it.
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[22 Feb 2005|01:29pm] |
So my alarm went off at 10 to 7 this morning and when I rolled over to turn it off I threw up. It was the weirdest thing. So I decided that today was a day that Im not going to class. So I rolled over and fell back asleep. I woke up at like 10:45 came down stairs and ate some breakfast and put my jeans in the laundry because I havent dont laundry in like a month and I have no clean cloths. Then Bill came home and we hung out for a bit but then he had to go back to class. Apprently when he gets home were going to the mall and then I have to go to work at 3. Boo to that.
I couldnt fall asleep last night until like 4. It sucked. I tried everything to make myself tired. I played lots and lots of Sega. I have this Mickey Mouse game and its really effing hard. One would assume that it would be easy but NO. Its way way hard. I think Jodie would like it. Haha.
I get to come home in a few days. YES! Im so unbelieveably excited. I cant wait to see everyone. And see my mommy!
I have to get my check cashed sometime soon. Ive had it just sitting in my wallet since Friday. Im scared to do anything with it though because Ive been having this huge urge to go shopping latly. I LOVE CLOTHS!
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[21 Feb 2005|10:40am] |
I havent showered since Friday so I feel like I smell pretty bad right now. I can see a shower in my near future, in like 15 minutes.
We got so much freaking snow yesterday it waas insane. Like I woke up yesterday and there was like no snow but when we got out of church there was like 5 inches. It was crazy.
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[19 Feb 2005|09:17pm] |
I found $15 at work again today. I rule.
I had a "mental breakdown" the other night and cried like an idiot about how much I missed home and all of my friends and family. I seriously cried for like 2 hours. I know crying wouldnt make my situation any better but I just couldnt make it stop. Like I would be like "quit crying!" but it just kept happening. I effing hate crying. It makes you feel like crap. But I believe that Bill and I have come to the conclusion that we are moving back at the end of semester. And if not Bill and I it will just be me. Sans Bill. Since hes made it clear that he doesnt really want to move back there. But chances are he will come. Who knows he tries to avoid the topic.
Austyn, if you read this, Ive been trying to call you Biotch! Call me back.
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[17 Feb 2005|09:51am] |
Yea so last night was pretty okay. Mrs.Crawford made bithday dinner which consisted of chicken and mashed potatoes. And normally I would have been really excited except I wasnt very hungry. And she made me birthday cake. And I dont usually like birthday cake but she made Confetti cake which is the only kind Ill really eat. It was yummy. Marrianne bought me a big pink beach bag. I like it a lot. I cant wait for summer so I can use it.
You know what else I cant wait for...
My trip to T.C in like a week and a half. YES!
Its so effing cold out today and the wind was blowing something fierce. It made me just not want to leave the house for all day. But I had to. And Im going to have to again. I have to go to the Secretary of State and get the title on my car transferred. I was supposed to do it like a month ago but I just never got around to it. Its going to cost like way more now. If I had just dont it right away it would have only been like $15 but now its going to be like $35. Boo to that. At least I get paid tomorrow. I really need some money.
So yea my Enlgish class this morning totally sucked. We had to like paraphrase the song "My Hooptie" by Sir-Mix-A-Lot and the two girls I had to be in a group with were idiots. They were like "ehhh...I dont get ittttt!!" They made me want to die. So I would tell them what to write down and they would just look at me like I was an idiot. It was terrible. And my teacher is just so strange. He says the weirdest things and he looks like a mountain man. I really think he needs to brush up on his oral hygene skills too, his teeth look really mangey. Yuck.
Speaking of teeth I get my braces off in like 2 months. YES! Then I wont have to look like a baby anymore.
I miss Traverse. I kind of want to move back after semester is over. Its something I have been comtemplating. Bill says that we can move back if I really want to. And I want to. I just hope that if I do move back I can get my job at the Pavillions back. Because that would totally rule.
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[16 Feb 2005|02:07pm] |
Today is my birthday. Yes Yes Yes.
Too bad I have to spend the day all by myself. That is sort of depressing. I know that if I was up north I totally wouldnt be alone on my birthday. But eh I guess thats what I get for moving.
Bill bought me a super pretty pink cashmere Burberry scarf as my gift. Its georgous. Its like the pink, chocolate and light blue Nova plaid. And it is soooo comfy and warm. It rules!
Well Im hungry so I better go eat!
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[12 Feb 2005|07:15pm] |
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At work today I acquired $25. First I found $15 in a jacket. And later on this man came in to drop off his drycleaning and right before he left he put a $20 on the counter and was like "Lunch is on me, ladies" and then he left. So Bobbie and I split that. So I suppose there are some upsides to my job. I worked 8 hours today so my paycheck should be better than this weeks. Like $40 better than this weeks. Which is SWEET!
After my Sociology class the other night this boy came up to me and was like "Hey you dont happen to be looking for a job do you"
Me: WHy yes I am.
Him: Have you thought about being a waitress
Me: Yes, thats sort of the job I was looking for.
Him: Oh really? Because the restaurant where I work at is hiring waitresses right now.
So Im thinking "SWEET! Another job!" Until...
Me: What restaurant is it?
Him: Hooters. There always looking to hire pretty girls.
Me: Oh, I dont think I would be comfortable working there. Thanks. Bye.
WHat kind of a person propositions a girl he doesnt know for a job at Hooters!??
It was really really weird.
My birthday is in 4 days. YES! Ill be able to legally drink...in Canada. Too bad I dont drink. haha.
Im going to be up in TC at the end of this month. This is what its looking like:
Drive up on the 27th(at night)
28th
1st
2nd
3rd
And maybe the 4th Im not sure.
Will all be spent in good 'ol TC.
I really want to hang out with Austin but Ive tried calling her a few times and she doesnt answer and apprently she doesnt have voicemail anymore. So yea. I guess Ill try calling her like before I leave or something.
But if anyone eles wants to hang out when Im up there CALL ME! Because chances are I want to hang out with you too!!! ;) If any of you need my cell number comment and Ill totally get it to you. Or you could just call the Turner Home but my cell phone is a way better means of getting ahold of me. Heh. I say all of this like anyone will acutally want to do anything with me. But I suppose this is just a percautionary step.
Well I guess Ill go see Bill.
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